There she was, Stacy Fabian, the pastor’s daughter, the most beautiful girl my nine year old eyes had ever beheld. The adults were having church and us big kids were out in the lobby unsupervised and there I was in the same room with her. Wow, I couldn’t believe it, how could a guy like me get so lucky? For the next hour or so, I never felt so alive. I knew I needed to act fast or I’d lose her attention, so I did what any nine year old boy would do when he was with the girl of his dreams. I picked up a live roach from the floor and introduced her to my new friend Harvey and then I threw it at her. She ducked out of the way, screamed and giggled while running away from me. But I wasn’t going to let her get away that easily. Harvey had friends too. So I picked up another one and I began chasing her around the lobby trying to get a good shot at her. One finally landed in her beautiful blonde hair. Just when I thought I had gone too far, she totally proved her love for me too. This marvelous creature standing before me, pulled the roach out of her goldillocks and flung it right back at me. I was hooked and my heart started singing, and dancing like Gene Kelly in “Singing in the Rain”, splashing around in puddles. This amazing euphoria, this feeling, this was real love people! Okay, well at least I thought it was, but give me a break, I was nine years old. For the first time, I actually wanted the church service to go longer, let the time go by, I didn’t care, I was in the moment. Unfortunately the service ended sooner than expected and just like that, the moment was gone. On the way home that night I was love sick and all I could think about was Stacey and me. My heart longed to be with her again. I think I even had a dream that night we got married and lived happily ever after on a farm where we raised roaches. Anyway, Stacy and I were not meant to be but I’ve encountered many more people throughout my life, whom I wanted nothing but to spend time with them, to just be in their presence. People who just gave me real joy and happiness when I was with them. People whom I enjoyed their company so much I could spend all day with them, and read a phone book together  and never get bored. Have you ever experienced relationships like that, whether male or female, romantic or just as friends? I think we all have had one or two in our lifetime. And this led me to think about our relationship with God. Do we get as passionate about our God as we do sometimes with other people? I was recently meditating on a Bible verse, “in your presence is the fullness of joy”. The Psalmist is talking about how just spending time in God’s presence fills him with all gladness and joy. And I got to wondering, do I come away with the fullness of gladness when I spend time with God? Do I lose my sense of time and get caught up in the moment of just enjoying God to the fullest? I do that with my human relationships, why not with God? And sadly, I have to admit, most of my time with God can be routine and dry. It seems like I go through a ritual of checking the boxes. Check box #1 : Read my 10 minute devotional.  Check box #2: say my 10 minute prayer. Check box #3: Read two chapters in the Old Testament and one in the New. Check, check , check, and then, after all the boxes are checked, I’m out the door ready to live my day, and praying occasionally before my meals. Does this sound like you too? I don’t know about you but I want to experience more of Him in my life. I want to hunger and thirst for God and get excited to meet with Him and enjoy His presence. If you’re like me, I’m sure you do too. If you’re feeling a little stale, let’s think outside of our little check boxes. Let’s figure out what things refresh us and let’s do them with God. Is it kayaking, sitting near a lake, going for a walk, painting, fishing, playing music? Whatever, you enjoy, just spend time alone with your Maker and enjoy it with Him. Maybe a cabin retreat for a weekend just you and Him, no phone, no Facebook, just a Bible and a notepad. Whatever you think of, remember this is a relationship not a religious thing. Just talk to Him normal like, no need for ritualistic “Our Father thou art in heaven”, prayers. Just talk to Him with reverence but as a friend, sing to Him a love song as you would to someone you’re madly in love with and wherever you are or whatever you’re doing, acknowledge Him with thankfulness and don’t forget to listen. So what are you waiting for? Make it fun, get creative with your Creator today.  May He fill you my friend with the fullness of His joy, so when the rains of life pour, you’ll be splashing in rain puddles with God,  lost in the moment, just “Singing In the Rain”.

Psalm 16:11
“in your presence there is fullness of joy;”

Psalm 42
For the director of music. A maskil of the Sons of Korah.
1
As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, my God.
2
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
3
My tears have been my food
day and night,
while people say to me all day long,
“Where is your God?”

My first job ever, I worked for a greenhouse growing flowers and various plants. I worked during the hot summer days for eight hours on my knees in the dirt picking weeds. I helped set up sprinklers and even did some planting but what I remember the most was how hot it would get under the sun. All I could think about was taking my first break so I could get some water. I would bring with me a gallon of frozen water in one of those plastic milk jugs, so by the time it was break time, that frozen block of ice would transform quickly into a nice cold refreshment of water. Once our boss made us work a little bit longer without a break. All I kept thinking in that moment was I’m going to pass out, I’m not going to make it. I would look over to where our cars were parked. It was quite a distance and somewhere over there was my water jug calling out my name.   I could barely see it but there it was lying on top of the trunk of my car melting in the sun. I started to wonder is this how people feel when they’re stranded in the desert sun? I was so thirsty I expected to see mirages of swimming pools or cascading waterfalls.  All I wanted was to quench my thirst but under the circumstances, I was not able to fulfill that need that I wanted so desperately.  In Psalm 42, we read the Psalmist was so desperate in wanting his needs to be fulfilled, he compared himself to a deer panting for water in a dry land. Here the Psalmist is lamenting the fact that He is lacking in spiritual refreshment and even dealing with some circumstances that are causing him great grief. Instead of drinking from the living wells of His God, he is having to drink the water of his tears. He longs for being in God’s presence in Jerusalem again with God’s people so he can be refreshed once again. But for whatever reason God is not allowing that, He is not providing for him. He is faced with doubts, “where is your God”, “why am I downcast?”, he even feels distant from God. In verse 6, he mentions being in “the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon—from Mount Mizar.”. There was a considerable distance between being where he was in his physical location to being in Jerusalem where the tabernacle was, and so he longed for this, his heart ached for home.  How about us? Do we ever find ourselves drinking the water of our tears because the true source of our sustenance is taking too long to deliver us? Do we find ourselves spiritually dry, struggling with doubt, feeling God is distant, all is lost, hopeless? The Psalmist here was in that very position but what we can learn from him, was that even though he knew his needs were not being met, he made sure he did one thing, he remembered. He reminded himself of the times that God was there for him to meet his needs. Throughout the Psalm he says, “These things I remember as I pour out my soul:”,”therefore I will remember you”. The Psalmist knew that even though he was in a dry spell, God had refreshed him many times in the past and because of this , he could find a renewed hope to keep trusting in His God throughout his difficulties. When spiritually dry, we who are believers should remind ourselves that God is sufficient for all our needs too. This remembrance will encourage us to continue to trust Him while we go through our temporarily distressing periods. Thirsty? Remember, He’s got the Gatorade, hold fast, put your trust in Him, break time is coming. 

Psalm 42:11
Why, my soul, are you downcast?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.

Psalm 46:7

“The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress. Selah.”

I was meditating on this verse one morning and I started to ponder on this statement and what it could mean. “The God of Jacob is our fortress.” Then comes the word “Selah”, which is to pause and calmly think about what has just been said or sung. And so I asked myself why the God of Jacob? Why not the God of Israel? Remember Jacob? He lived his life as a deceiver, manipulator, stole his brother’s birthright and lived most of his life running from God. It wasn’t until God had to finally wrestle with Jacob that he finally got his attention and that’s when he got the name Israel. So why not use that name Israel instead of Jacob? Well, I thought I’d do some more studying on the author of this Psalm.  I found out, it was not David.  No in fact, this is one of the eleven Psalms written by the sons of Korah. So, who were the sons of Korah? What’s interesting is that back when Moses and Aaron led the Israelites, there was a man named Korah who led a revolt of 250 men against Moses and Aaron to take over the priesthood by force. Moses stood in front of the people and declared if God was on His side, than let the earth open up and swallow Korah and his men, but if God was on Korah’s side, then let Korah and his men have success. Well, sure enough God opened up the earth and Korah and his men were engulfed that day wiping them all out. Yet, despite Korah’s wickedness, God out of His great mercy, spared the sons of Korah. The descendants of Korah eventually through the years became the door keepers of the tabernacle and then were shown great love and compassion by King David, that he eventually gave them a place in the tabernacle to lead the people in worship. The sons of Korah have written some of the most beautiful Psalms including “as the deer pants for water”. In all of their songs, there is a deep longing to be with God and a gratefulness for God’s love. And then as I discovered this, it all made perfect sense. Perhaps, the descendants of Korah knew that God should’ve never have spared them in the first place. Perhaps, they were so touched by the thought that God loved them so much, they called Him, the God of Jacob for this very reason. Perhaps, they wanted us to know that our God is the fortress for the SINNER! Not for the one who cleans up his act and does good and earns it but for the one who messes up more than gets it right, for the one who sins and doesn’t deserve it. How comforting it is to know that salvation is not based on what we do but on what He’s done out of love for us. He is our Savior and died for us the sinner to save us from an eternity apart from Him. Like Jacob, He loves us despite our tendencies to run from him and He reminds us, that He’s always there for us to run back to Him, where we can be safe and secure and loved forever.  Hallelujah! He loves to save imperfect us! All praise to the God of Jacob! SELAH!!!!!!

Psalm 84:1 “How lovely is your dwelling place, O God.”

Psalm 46:1–3
“God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging.”

Faith operates out of love. In order for faith to grow it is not up to us to muster up the strength to have more faith. Faith grows when we continually renew our minds on how much we are loved by God. The more we know we are loved the more we will trust in Him when faced with difficult situations! So enjoy Him today and thank Him for how awesome He is and all that He’s done for us! “He who did not spare His own Son, but gave Him up for us all, how will He not also with him graciously give us all things?” “Who shall separate us from the love of Christ?” “While we were yet sinners Christ died for us”! Nothing can separate us from the love of God who is in Christ Jesus our Lord!!!!” Never ever stop dwelling on how much you are loved for that is how we will experience the fullness of God.

Ephesians 3:17-18
17so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; and that you, being rooted and grounded in love, 18may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, 19and to know the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled up to all the fullness of God

You want a warranty with that toaster? A question we all get when buying something of value. Well, maybe not toasters but cars, electronics, houses. Why, this question? Cause we all have received a gift or bought something for ourselves only to find that it doesn’t work or it falls apart. Life happens and sometimes the rain pours and we find out that the new house we had built, has a leaky roof. Usually there’s a ninety day warranty for the products we buy at the stores. So that if anything happens to the product, we can return it and exchange it for a new one. After ninety days though, sorry out of luck, you’re either gonna have to fix it yourself or buy a new one. This has happened to me quite a bit. It can be very frustrating when a product I expected to work, breaks and doesn’t function properly and on top of that, the warranty expires. Yes, I’ve been there and it’s no fun. But for all those times something broke and I had a warranty, it definitely put me at ease knowing all I had to do was exchange the old one and receive the new. So, I was thinking about this and how this relates to our lives and our relationship with God. Hey, I’m a Christian blogger that’s what I do. I’ve been thinking about my life and how many times it seems like I’m a broken piece of equipment. I fail more than I succeed, my heart gets easily broken into pieces, and there are more times I don’t operate like the owner’s manual says I’m supposed to. I feel like I’m a vacuum cleaner and instead of sucking up the dirt, I’m spewing out dirt instead. I end up making a mess of things and instead of being useful and serving the true purpose for my life, I end up hurting others and myself, again and again. I fall apart and then I try and fix my own problems by reading the owner’s manual about the parts that need fixing but its all to no avail. I lose hope and then I compare myself to others and how they are living and they seem to be doing great. They don’t seem to struggle with certain sins, they don’t seem to have any issues, life is great for them, so what’s up with me? Where did I go wrong? And then God reminded me of a time years ago when I asked the Lord, I cried out to Him with all my heart, that He would help change me. “God change me!”, I cried out. Then He spoke these words and it was just a thought in my mind. It was this, “My Son, stop asking me to change you, and start thanking me that I’ve exchanged you!”. Wow, I never thought of that before. When I initially put my trust in Christ, I was exchanged. I became a new creation. Scripture says, “if anyone is in Christ, He is a new creation. The old is gone, the new has come”. The old man has died, I’ve been given a new life, a new mind, a new heart, a new beginning and it’s only found when I exchanged myself for His grace. That truth has been a blessing for me for years but I’ve been finding myself lately struggling again and that’s when God reminded me today, to renew my mind again with this truth. The Bible says “do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world but daily renew your mind”. That means exchanging the lies of the enemy for the truth of who we are in Him. And that means we do it daily. Sometimes I forget to do that. Thank you God for your grace and your daily reminder of this promise. This life can be hard and with the challenges and temptations we face on a daily basis, we can find ourselves broken once again, with a leaky roof. Sometimes we can struggle just to function properly and we can easily give up. But that’s exactly what we need to do. Just Give up! Give up trying, give up fixing it, and just give it up to the one who will take our brokenness, our struggles, our weaknesses, our lives and exchange it for His life, through His endless grace. So how about you? Frustrated your life is not working out, struggling with the same old sins? Breathe in and breathe out, and take those burdens down to customer service.  Present  your receipt bought with His blood, and exchange those lies for His truth that says you are already brand new. Remember with Him, the warranty never expires.

2 Corinthians 5:17
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!

Romans 12:2
Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.

“Jesus! Jesus! Jesus!” I cried out loud over and over again. There was no way this could be happening to me but it was. I thought I was going to die. I found myself going from a nice evening stroll around the block, to then running like a maniac screaming my head off, while being chased by two stray dogs. Not just any dogs, these were mean dogs, black furry beasts of the night, growling and barking behind me, with bloodthirsty fangs ready to devour me at any point. Okay, maybe I’m embellishing a little bit but these were no Chihuahuas and they were not looking for a friendly game of catch the frisbee either.  I shuddered to think about what they were going to do to me. Maybe it wasn’t such a good idea to pass by an apartment under construction under dim lighting but too late to go back now. My adrenaline kicked in, my heart started racing and I transformed myself into the fastest runner on the planet and if I was being timed, I would’ve probably had the world record beat with no problem. And to think just moments ago, I was planning my future. I was going to accomplish big things, from my acting career, to my scripts, to the women I was going to date. There was no thought of God but it didn’t matter, I was in control of my destiny and I was achieving my happiness. Funny how all of that quickly changes when your life is on the line. What once was so important to me, suddenly became trivial and all I cared about was just wanting to live through another day. God was no longer a distant thought but now at the forefront of my mind. The only words I could muster from my lips was “Jesus” and just when I felt I couldn’t handle it anymore, the dogs retreated, they turned around and went back. Next thing I know, I ended up flopping myself onto a grassy median in a Walmart plaza, my heart pounding like it was going to explode. It took me probably a good half hour before I could get back up again and walk home. All I kept thinking in the back of my mind was how did I outrun a couple of dogs and how did I end up at Walmart? All I knew was God had answered my prayer that night and I really didn’t deserve it. In fact even though I was a Christian, I started to live my life apart from God and compromise my values. I was independent now of my parents, living on my own in the world and instead of holding onto the Christian values I was taught, I instead opted to live for my own selfish purposes, not for His. I forgot everything that He had done for me and I wanted nothing to do with Him. And to think that He delivered me that night was so inconceivable. Why? Why did He bother? If I was God, I would’ve just let “slip the dogs of war” and have them rip me to pieces, leaving me dead for the vultures to feast on in a Walmart parking lot. Then all who were driving to Walmart that evening could see this is what happens when you betray me!  So don’t mess with me, Walmart shoppers, I’m Tom Ryan Almighty!!  But thankfully God doesn’t react to us like we would when we are wronged or betrayed by others.  No, God doesn’t give up on us, doesn’t repay us evil for evil. In fact the Bible says “For God so loved the world”.  That means not just those in the world that agreed with Him, not just those who followed Him and loved Him back, no He loved the world. And that includes those who did not love Him back, those who did not obey His teachings, those like Judas who betrayed Him with a kiss, those who shouted”Crucify! Crucify!”, even you and me who should’ve died on that tree. “While we were yet sinners Christ died for us”.  Wow, what a Savior,  that He would love us despite our sinfulness and give up His life for us to deliver us from hell,  so that we can receive eternal life and salvation by His grace alone. As I walk this life with Him now, I often look back on that night and I realize God did much more than just rescue me from becoming a Scooby snack. He taught me a valuable lesson of His unconditional love and that there is nothing I can do to earn or lose His love.  He loves me because that is who He is and because of that love, it compels me to love others the same way, whether they deserve it or not.  Each night God laces up His sneakers and invites me to join Him for another evening stroll.   I find there’s nothing better to end the day than a moonlight walk under the stars with the one who made the stars.  I am forever grateful and just like the Psalmist David, proclaimed, my heart cries out with awe and wonder, “Oh God, ‘what is man that You are mindful of him?’ “.

Romans 5:8
But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Psalm 103:10
He does not treat us as our sins deserve
or repay us according to our iniquities.

Psalm 8:4
What is man that you are mindful of him,
and the son of man that you care for him?

Life after divorce can be difficult and at times it has its challenges. I’ve been dealing with it for almost two years now. The main problem I’m dealing with is depression and the fear of loneliness. There are times I wonder how much longer am I to be in this desert? Although it is getting better for me, there are still moments in my life when I still get down and frustrated with my life. One day while reading the passage of Jesus being tempted in the desert by Satan, I paused on the verse where Satan tempts Jesus to turn the stones into bread, and Jesus says “man does not live by bread alone”. God reminded me in this awesome verse, that I should thank Him that I don’t live by bread alone!!! Think about it, how many times when we find ourselves in the desert of our lives do we forget this? We look to our ”bread” as being the source of our lives. When we lack in a particular need, instead of trusting in God for our provisions and feeding on Him and His promises as the only source for our sustenance, we take shortcuts and we try and provide in our own way apart from Him. We turn the stones into bread and then we find we are worse off than before. Me I’m guilty!!!!

But Jesus when He was given the chance to turn the stones into bread, refused to because He was trusting in His Father’s word which was given to Him during His baptism and which took place before the temptation in the desert.  Do you remember what those words were? They were “this is my beloved son whom I am pleased”.  You see, He knew that His Father loved him so much that He could trust His Father through the process and not try and do it in His strength. He persevered through the trial and patiently waited and what happened? The devil left Him and God sent His angels to finally feed Jesus and His needs were met!!!!

So I just want to encourage us. I don’t know what the bread represents for you and I don’t know how long you’ve been in the desert but know this, we do not live by bread alone! Our source, our life, is Jesus himself, who is the Bread of Life and He is our living Word. Let’s feed on Him and His promises of His love for us and let’s trust Him to satisfy our needs.  Be patient hold on to Him, His angels are coming soon! He will provide for you in His way and in His timing!

Matthew 4:4 English Standard Version (ESV)

4 But he answered, “It is written,
“‘Man shall not live by bread alone,
but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.’”

I love going to the lakefront near where I live and to get there I take a short cut down a narrow two way road, with incredible views of the lake. I often pass by bicyclists and joggers taking a detour to escape the busy traffic from the main highway. Sometimes I pass by this old man who looks to be in his nineties wearing a tank top shirt with blue jeans and walking at a brisk pace. The guys in amazing shape for his age, you can tell he used to work out back in the day. I can only hope I will be that healthy when I’m his age. But what’s fascinating about this man is every time I would slowly pass him by in my car, he would always lift his right arm and wave. I would then wave back as I passed him by. At first I thought it was just me, but when I looked back in my rear view mirror, I realized he did that to every vehicle that passed him by. It didn’t matter what type of vehicle, how fast they were driving, young or old, whether they waved back or not, this old man was not going to let you get passed him without a wave. And it got me thinking about our God. Like the old man, there isn’t a day that goes by where He is not waving at His creation. Scriptures say in Psalm 19:1, “The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands.” Everyday God waves at us, whether it’s a beautiful sunset, a majestic mountain, or an act of kindness a human being displays to another, God waves. But sometimes we fail to acknowledge God trying to get our attention in this. We get so caught up in trying to get to our destinations we often forget to wave back. But what God wants so much is to let us know He notices us. We mean so much to Him. He noticed our unformed body, from the moment we were born till now and He has been waving at us ever since. From the cross to the grave , He waves at us, from the moment we were born again and received His Holy Spirit, He waves at us. The question is what will be our response? So the next time we head down the highway of our rushed lives and we see God in a tank top shirt with blue jeans walking down the side of the road, and He waves at us, why don’t we take the moment to slow down our vehicles, roll down the window and wave back. Remember, even if you don’t wave back, He will never stop waving at you.

Psalm 19:1
“The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the works of your hands.”
Psalm 139:16
“Your eyes saw my unformed body.”

I remember I went to Six flags with some friends from college. I was so excited to get away for the weekend from school to hang out with my friends, enjoy the rides, the shows and the food. Even the weather was perfect, it was going to be a great day. The very first ride my friends wanted to do was of course a roller coaster. Not just any roller coaster but the largest with the most insane loop the loops. What was I thinking? I knew I got motion sickness before but that was years ago. I thought to myself well maybe things will be different this time and I let my friends talk me into it and the next thing you know, I’m being taken on a ride from hell as my whole stomach dropped and my whole body was in pain, I thought I was going to die. My body just screamed out in pain, “Moron, what were you thinking ?!” My whole day was shot after that, I ended up spending the rest of what could’ve been an enjoyable time with friends, in the nurses office passed out on one of those doctors tables. Why did I do it? I thought it would be fun, I saw the coaster it looked like it was going give me an incredible rush, my friends all told me to suck it up, but yet I knew from my past experiences that roller coasters made me sick. Yet I did it anyway and suffered the consequences. Isn’t it true how sometimes in life we make choices based on our impulses, our feelings at the moment, bad counsel from others and instead of being wise and discerning we get on the roller coaster of hell again? Whether it’s a bad relationship we just keep getting into or it’s a habit we can’t seem to break and we keep telling ourselves, it’ll be different this time, she’s changed, or he won’t hit me anymore and we ignore the past. Instead of letting the Holy Spirit and His wisdom lead us, we get right back on this crazy roller coaster for one more go, only to find ourselves worse off than when we started. Esau in Genesis was like that. He gave up His birthright for a bowl of porridge. He gave up the will of God and the blessings of God for his life all because he was hungry. How about us? I know for me, I put myself on that roller coaster many times but I’m done. I’m tired of it and fed up with it. I’m not letting my feelings lead me anymore, I want His Spirit to lead me and if that means He puts me on a slower ride without all the loop the loops than so be it. I’d rather be singing “it’s a small small world” knowing Jesus is with me on that ride, than all alone in a nurses office cleaning up the vomit of my stupidity once again because I chose the merry go round for morons!

Proverbs 3:13
13 Blessed are those who find wisdom, those who gain understanding,

Romans 8:14
For all who are being led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God.

Proverbs 12:15

The way of a fool is right in his own eyes, but a wise man listens to advice.

Genesis 25:29-34

“My shorts are too big!” I cried in horror at the sight, holding them up to my scrawny, twelve year old body as I stared at myself in the mirror, cringing at the sight.  How can this be? You see, these weren’t just any shorts, these were my gym shorts assigned for me to wear in Coach Largent’s 7th and 8th grade Athletics class.  The Athletics class was not your typical gym class, it was for the true athletes of the school, the jocks. You had to take it seriously or you were kicked out of the program and there goes your chance of playing on the sports teams.  I wanted to play on the basketball team so badly, I needed to succeed in this class.  But what made this such a frightening and challenging experience was having to deal with the leader of the program, the man who would ultimately decide my fate, the most intimidating man I ever met in my twelve years of existence, Coach Largent.  He was five feet tall, had a short bushy mustache, yelling was his first language and he made you do push-ups if you just looked at him wrong. This was no gym class for pansies, no this was military boot camp and only the toughest survived. Democracy didn’t exist, we were his subjects and this was his dictatorship, he was like a Hitler in jogging pants! Now the shorts I had ordered came in and they were too big. I had to wear them by Monday’s class and we were all forewarned what would happen if we didn’t show up with our gym clothes on. It wasn’t going to look good for that student. They would get yelled at and humiliated in front of the whole class, perhaps even kicked out of the program altogether. What was I to do? My mind was racing about all the crazy things that could happen. I mean this was no ordinary Coach, I heard the rumors that on weekends on a full moon, he would turn into a savage man and run through the woods naked, eating nuts and berries, singing John Denver music to the trees! I mean who sings John Denver music? It was horrifying and then there was the rumor he liked to torture animals by juggling cats! Oh what a horror! What was I to do? Well thankfully I was raised in a Christian home with Godly parents who could see that their son was having some serious Coach phobias. So they sat me down and shared with me the Bible story of David and Goliath. They lovingly told me how the young shepherd boy with just a sling and a stone struck down the mighty giant Goliath. They reminded me that just like David trusted in God to face his giant, I needed to trust God now, give him my fears and face my giant, Coach Largent. Monday morning came and I remember walking up to the school from the car line. The sunshine was on my shoulders but I wasn’t happy. Yet I knew I had to do what I had to do. I had to face my giant. God was with me I told myself over and over again under my breath. The early bell rang and classes began. My Athletics class was the first class of the day. Everyone was lined up in military formation all dressed in proper attire but me.  I cleared my throat and made my move, holding the shorts in my hand, I approached my five foot tall giant of a coach and said with a firm but screechy voice, “Coach Largent, my shorts are too big!”. And with that I closed my eyes and held out my shorts, awaiting my dreaded fate. Coach Largent chuckled and said these words that were sweet music to my ears, “Son, let’s get you a smaller pair.”  What? That was it? “Let’s get you a smaller pair.”?  I couldn’t believe it? What was I so panicked about? He then took out a box and pulled out another pair of shorts and we exchanged one size for another.  I often look back on that time of my life, to remind myself that sometimes in life we make mountains out of molehills. We let fear create strongholds in our minds that it cripples us and prevents us from living out God’s destiny for our lives. As I have gotten older my “Coach Largents” have evolved over the years but my God has always remained the same. I don’t know what challenges you are facing that seem so impossible to overcome but remember, the same God that delivered the Israelites through a small shepherd boy, is the same God that wants to use little you and me to defeat the giants in our lives. Do you find yourself struggling with fear? Just exchange your worries for His strength and remember nothing is too big for God, not even a pair of big shorts.

1 Samuel 17:50
“So David triumphed over the Philistine with a sling and a stone; without a sword in his hand he struck down the Philistine and killed him.”

Isaiah 41:10
“Fear not, for I am with you;
Be not dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you,
Yes, I will help you,
I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’”